those of you who know me really well know whats been goin on in my life right now. im HAPPY again  its an amazing feeling. i dont know where the depression went, but its gone and i dont think its comming back. ive felt so happy for so long. i dont ever want this feeling to go away
things that annoyed me or depressed me no longer bother me. i noticed that the people who i no longer hang out with...i dont miss them much, they may have been the reason i was depressed, who knows.
on problem i see in my new self is that ive pushed some people out of my life, and im so reluctant go let new people in. especially guys. that guy from huron..ya i like him....but i dont need another devin repeat cause thats what shoved me into parts of the worst fits of depression. part of me want to take a chance on him...but then again...i dont wanna be pushed back into that hole
i wanna thank katherine drake. without her i dont know what id do. people always say be yourself. but she really is. she makes me feel like i can be anything and anyone and it doesnt matter what people think. she tells me things i need to know, about myself, about others, and generally about life. shes one of the people ive let into my life this year and im so glad i did. without u drake....id be back to sophmore year depression.
all my friends have been here for me this year and last. and i want to say thank you to everyone. without you guys...well u know where i would be.
i love you all so damn much. and thank you for being there for me when others left me.
<3 Elspeth | 
